I don’t want to go to college but I also don’t want to NOT go to college
What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either
This is the most accurate post I have ever seen
I want to be impulsive and intuitive again. I’m the oldest 21 year old on the planet. I used to laugh, now I plan my day off two weeks in advance and am constantly telling teenagers to clean their bedrooms.
Sometimes, I do miss not caring that much x
when guilt and grief are just the same
no way of knowing which one to claim
the sorrow of a loss too close
to home, to heart, to what we know
and what we cherish most in this world
for that lonely boy, that loving girl
now far estranged with no hope of return
I guess all that’s left are the feelings that burn
the guilt of living, the grief love earns
You said you would wait,
As long as it takes for my trust to meet you.
These days you speak of hate,
And I feel guilt all my walled heart puts you through.
Push you away
Pull you back, forcefully.
Push you across the room
Pull my face away as I lean to kiss you..
Most of us are bitter over someone
& this is the bitter truth.
Forever caught up in missing him/
I have learnt that
if you have used torn photographs as bandages
& spoiled alcohol as glue for your broken heart
& broken teeth
& if you have used the back of your…
i feel bad cos i have absolutely no clue where this is from but its still amazing(via openingreality)